sugar pie honey bun

sugar pie honey bun

i love you!!

i love you!

i kant help myself

i kant help myself

i love you and nobody else!!

sorry people...got i alil karried away... sooooooooooo im kinda bored...not doing much... but i dont know wat to do...

i thot love was only true in fairy tales...

ment for sumone else but not for me

love was out to get me

thats the way it seems

when i wanted sunshine i got rain...

and then i saw her face

now imma believer

not a trace

of doubt in my mind

im in love

now imma believer i wouldnt leave her if i tried...

sorry, im listening to oldies...and im kinda bored too... not much to do...

kant touch this!!!

lol... im heeeekkkkkaaaaa bored!! im really really bored and i got nothing to do... i was trying to figure out this math problem but i kuldnt... ill keep on trying tmorrow... but not for now... too bored to do any kind of problem... but yea... sooo... how was your day? mine was good... i went to go try on this dress and it fit my hella sexy!! lol imma be in a wedding thats why... the dress is red, a deep dark red, but not magenta... it has glittery shit all over it and it has diamonds attatched to the cleavege and goes down a lil... its hella pretty... but my cousin said that the dress looked like it got made for a transvestite prostitute down on 23rd and mission...lol i dont even know wat she said but it was hella funny...but yea... im bored again and i got nothing to write about... oh yea today i had a caramel frappuchino!! hella yummy!!!  but yea... im a big dumb dummy head...lol yea... well im getting bored... nd hey trish,  moved to fairfield... just in kase you didnt know...

I MOVED TO FAIRFIELD PEOPLE!!!

so yall better hit me up sumtym!! well my new number is

1 707 426 2526

just for yalls information... all you guys are welcome here anytym... no problems...lol

well imma let you all go... dont wanna b taking your precious tym... bye you guys!!

I LOVE YOU BABY!! [you know who you are] lol

~hot sexy mum~

heylo people... well i havnt witten in here for a wile... so many thingss has hapnd in so little tym... tym flew by really fast this year... imma miss all you guys... i love you all!!

but anyways.....

this is to all mah homies, one by one... 1st startin out with the other part of c.a.s.h. lol, 

CONCHITA: hey gurly, imma miss ouy so much lady, i just wanted to let you know that i love you very much and that u better keep in touch... i think that this year has gone by too fast and that i regret that we didnt get to kik it as much as last year you skinny ass tramp!! lol but any ways, i just wantd to let you know that imma cvall you even if you dont want me to!! lol  well imma go over there to D.C. evry weekend you better call me!! mayb we will go kik it at the movies er sum shit lyk dat!! lol well i love you lots.

AURA KARINA: hey mija lol... sorry just had to. lol well karina, even though we have been thru alot of bullshit this year i just wantd to let you know that i love you very much, and if there is anything that i did wrong to you(besides the obvious one) im really sorry about it. and i hope u can find it to forgive me. i also just wantd to say that this school year rocked even if it did fly by quik. i had lots of fun and it will give me lots of memories to kling on to!! lol well u better keep in touch and tell me wats goin on btween you and DANNY BOY!!  lol bye k0okie.

STEPHY: hey evil crazy lady. lol i just wanted to tell you that i love you very much and that you better keep in touch with me thruout the summer and wen you go and live to little old arizona that you better call me up sumtym and tell me wat guys you did wat to!! if ya know wat i mean......lol u better give me your new number so i kan kall you... i dont give a shit if it will bring up my fone bill like crazy but i NEED you steph. lol you were the only chika that didnt yell at me for what i did...and everyone knows wat i did...lol bt anyways... i just wanted to let you know that i love you very much and that i had a kik ass time at your quince!! i love you so much my lady!! but hey, we will c each other soon!! i promise.. kay, bye!!

CHLOE: hey honey bunches of oats!! i just want to tell you that i love you very much and that i promise that we will c each other soon!! i wanna thank you for all the times that i had no one else to talk to and you were there for me... i also wanna thank you for all the advice that you have given me and i just want to say that you were rite. i found sum1 and i love him very much and i hope that you and puno have a very good strong and healthy relationship. i wish i kuld be here with you guys but i swear that we will see each other soon! imma come down here every weekend and i hope that one day we will kik it sumtym!! well lady imma need to go now!! love you lots my daughter!! you better take kare of my son in law!! lol well lady i love you lots!! bye my luv!!

ROSITA: heylo my lady!! well i just wanted to tell you that imma miss you so much and that you better kall me up!! and i for sure will c u sumtym soon!! just invite me ova to ur house sumtime!! damn lady!! loli know that you better keep in touch! well for you i dont have to write much kuz we talk to each other every day, but either way i just want to tell you that i love you very much and that you better take good care of yourself.... well lady i gotta go!! il talk to you later..bye!!

MY BABY: ...no comment... ill tell you in person...lol haha!!

TO THE REST OF MY BUDDIES:

imma miss the rest of you guys soo much!! imma miss you all and all of u niggas better keep i touch!! u guys better come visit me over here!! ive got a pool!! woo-hoo!!! skiny dippin!! lol im mesn!! i know that u guys know that ur all gonna miss me!! lol well anyways, i love you guys, and even if sum1 says the opposite, you all have made a great inpakt on me!! you all r my little babies!! so you guys better take good kare of yourselves and never forget to use a rubber!! lol imma miss yuou all but imma come down here every weekend so you guys better kall me!! mayb we will all kik it sumtym!! love you guys!! bye!!

C.A.S.H. FOR LYF BABY!!

I LOVE YOU GUYS LIKE SISTERS!! (im talking about the members in c.a.s.h. by the way) lol

well imma go now!! bye you guys! love ya!!

~hot sexy mum~

RUNNING FOR HIM...

So many things can happen in so little time. it amazes mehow things could go by so fast. He was there one minute and gone the next. Time flies when you're with that special someone. and when they are gone, each second feels like and eternity. he left so suddenly, without any warning of what dreadful things would come. He left, and now no one is there to guid or console all the people he loved dearly or to those who loved him, no one was there to help me. why did he have to leave me? why did he have to go? i ask myself all these questions and i know that there is only one thing left to do...

I run. i run to try to forget, although it never helps. i run because it helps me. i run because it gives me other things to worry about.i run because it makes me feel free. i run for him, for his love, for his hate, for his tears, for his laughter, for his anger, for his sadness, i run because of him. but now i run for me.

i can see him now. Oh, how much i missed him. But now we are together. even if it's only in my dreams. There i can feel him, i can see him, smell his wonderful fragrance. i can talk to him and there he talks back to me.  were  i tell him that i love him and were he tells me that he loves me too. Were we hold each other close and try not to ever let go. But then the worst happens, i wake up, and he is gone. i live only for him. i get through each day just waiting till the beautiful blue moon arises and the loathsome sun sets.  i live only to see him in my dreams every night, were in my dreams he waits for me.

is there a way we can always be together without the inturruption of the wretched sun that rises in the east and means that i have to wake up?  yes, yes there is. there is only one way. So with this gun i will kill myself to be with the him, the only man i ever loved.  i know he is there waiting for me...

i open my eyes and wonder if it was all another dream, but then i see him, and his beautiful complexion next to me, waiting for me to wake up. we hold each other close and say nothing,  just feel our souls and our love unite toghether as one. Now we are full again. once again toghether but this time it will be forever.

i dont need to run.

THE END!!!

[ ya'll need to post in here... i swear to God man... my xanga is so lonely its not even funny... oh, yea and people dont worry about the thing i posted above... its a story, not a life confession! so... imma move!! horray!!! im already packing so by the time school ends and i leave for nicaragua ya'll r gonna miss me cuz i wont be here for like 3 monthes!!!!! well i gotta go now... peace out! love you all!]

~ HOT SEXY MUM ~

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